i feel lost. I was so confident and sure of where God was leading us. But now…i feel lost.
My wife shared with me some thoughts the other day. I hate to say I understand her thoughts. (I will keep them to myself) but I am thankful she shared thoughts with me. I am so excited about her desire to be involved in ministry. I am also heartbroken that the current situation has her not wanting any part of it.
Separate but similar thoughts in my head…
We have visited a couple churches. It is so weird to be at a church with people I do not know without being able to tell them what I do or have done. I am still called to be a minister to students and their families. I am a dad and father but I still feel somewhat like less of a man because I am unemployed. I know that I am not defined by job or title. The world says otherwise and it is weird.
I feel lost.